Ok I haven't written n a few days. A lot has been goin on it feels like. Just to catch u up a lil bit, the man calls, and I tell him that I think I am pregnant again. B4 he see it made him smile, the only thing that made him smile in the 3 weeks that we had been apart. I was still mad at him I jus want someone here. I need help and the youngest of the twins right now has jus stopped pissin all ovr herself and all in the bed evynight. That had menfeelin bad. I sed that I wud not let them go through withdrawal like that again. The othr man they ha gotten attached to died.
Moving along, how did I even start to feel bad for not wanting to make him smile I don kno.