Thursday, October 8, 2015

A WIFE
Is a woman who holds you down
Even when physically you can not be around
A wife supports you through your shortcomings and pushes forward off the mere hope that you will defeat the legions
Of demons
Attached to you
She knows you will survive and has more faith sometimes than you
That you will make it through
To be the capable man that's supportive and true
Puts his family first and sacrifices his own EGO
HIS OWN EGO
Because he knows that it's the right thing to do
Doing right is the hardest thing sometimes to do and
She knows that her husband will get the bigger picture.
A wife is that HOME that you always find yourself having to run back to
A wife YOUR wife still gives you the encouraging words past her pain that this world brings
While keeping her heart that the rain is just the prelude which waters the grass and makes way for the sunshine to come out and play
She's in your ear constantly
Your second conscious loving you through YOUR pain again and again
Not the woman who desires you when pain and hard work is almost done
So they can enjoy only the glory when it comes
Your wife is there in your grumpy mood and should be showered with your happiest too
She deserves it
When you fall short your wife stands behind you and tells you when you are wrong
And supporting you and being strong for your family too
Man....
That's a lot of hard work to do
You have to accept her for her shortcomings as well that less than more come through
Forgiveness
Because you know throughout all her rough edges and mistakes of her/y'all past
No one else wholeheartedly has your back
Being the moon playing the sun can be overwhelming too
A wife deserves pampering and consideration even when you have a hard time finding a smile she deserves that too
The love of your life only comes around once so if she's in front of you
You better hold fast flaws and all
Treat her wrong and life always has a way waiting to show you, teach you, and remind you of all the wrong you do

Monday, October 5, 2015

Look. Your behavior was a disappointment yesterday. No excuses can b made about u coming drunk and late to your only baby boy bday.
Your priorities r off. Life is chess. U taught me that. A lot of the things u have taught me u no longer live by. And u r no longer the man I fell in love with. I'm falling out of love bae. Like ya sex. I don't want it. Respect that. Just cuz I'm ya legal wife does not me I have to bend over for u. U want your cake and eat it too. I am not a second place woman. And that's how u treat me. I'm a great investment. All u put in u get back more. Respect me. Or I WILL NO LONGER BE AVAILABLE FOR YOUR DISRESPECT.
I didn't even get wet for u. The thought that u only there cuz the next not or can't is disgusting and disrespectful. YOU R NOT EVEN AWAKE YET. So once again my car won't make it to the shop.
My dignity and my children mean more than my love for u and especially means more than a bill being paid.
I am raising my babies with that I show my girls what to allow and tolerate and my son what to be like. U think about that. I can not continue with this.
Either u want me or u don't. U runnin my house my body my time when u respect none of these is not acceptable. I would b being my mother. And I am not. Alright Future. Have a good day.

I sent this to him this morning.
I want change. I will have to sacrifice to make it.
NJoy
Been goin through it