Time travel

If there was the one thing of the past, you could change,
what would it be?
If you could take ten steps back and no steps forward,
what would you observe that you hadn't noticed before?
What would be the outcome of today?
What is the vision for the future?


Many people ask these questions and think things will change for the better.
Truth be told, how we live our lives, has affected our future and to go back and change anything would be nonsense.

So if your past was a rough one, or you didn't get it quite right the first time,
That's what second chances are for.
Make it better than what it was,
Make it the life you want to live,
Make it how we dreamed when were kids,
and always, always, remember,
The sky is the limit.

The end of Restless Nights

I lay next to him,
Still breathing, The sweat from my head, pillow seeping,
As exhaustion claims my body,
Heart continues rapidly beating, and it slows with time.
The smell of his cologne, brings me close,
for it's the dose that gives me peaceful dreams,
Knowing he's nearby, practically seals the deal,
To share his dreams; Telekinetic in his way,
His thoughts move me.
Sometimes I play puppet, other times I'm all he needs me to be.
He pulls the strings to my heart; A' la Carte, and explains the agenda that follows,
And me as docile, complys for the right way lies in his eyes
Looking to him for honesty, seeking opinons on what's right for me,
I agree with him, silently.
As our dream dances on Orion's Belt, Inever knew a love that felt...
I never knew a love that felt, like heavens angels, singing a tune unknown to man,
Unknown, but in some sense familiar.
This is the feeling I have rejected to feel,
The feeling that provides so much comfort and ability,
The feeling of intimacy.
And now racing thoughts and heavy eyes are put to sleep,
Because once again,
I am at peace.

My Life Imitating Art

As my life moves forward after the commercial interruptions, filled with spoon fed BS and lots of fake smiles I sit and I enjoy the Show.

As time presses on and I hear the background music that fuels the story, the happy sounds, the thunderous drums of contentment, the electric guitar of excitement and the sweet alto voice of joy. I sit and I enjoy the show.

The characters are the same but the actors are always changing. I Sit patiently and I enjoy the show as it presses on.

The Hero, The Villian, The Love Intrest, The One You can't have, and yes The one who is the wildcard, All of the characters are assembled.

From The Opening credits to the inevitable end credits I will sit patiently and enjoy the show.

Mind Liberation

Dr Alim Bey puts in crazy work getting forward information to our people. Its about liberation of your mind and soul from all the earthly trappings and transformation from your carnal existence to a godly state.

A little song for nothing

U say u love me baby
U won't let no one else around
U doin all this fussin and fighting
Tryin tear my walls and bring my guards down
If it's loosin my mind baby
And actin like I ain't got no kinda head u want from me baby
U can jus keep howlin the othr way please
Turn that shit right around
I'm not gonna keep fussin n fighting wit u baby
Wen I howl once that's jus enuf for me
Who u
Givin altimatums baby
U n no perdicament to make me cry
Kickin rocks is wat I've been doin baby for a very long time
Baby baby baby
i smile to hide my frown
I laugh to keep from cryin so nobody else will evr kno
Too embarassed of wats been happening
Now I am tired of being scared for u to go
Give me my walkin papers
U can't threaten me wit that no mo
Give me my walkin papers I sed it b4 but this time I'm fo sho shit
I sed Ive been kickin rocks too long baby too long u kno. Sing it. Lol

Still Life Animated

I don't kno y pictures always do this
Insted of it jus bein a simple image of a past event
memories awaken


The longer u gaze
the deeper the zone 
the automatic 'play' button is hit
past events animate
U relive this moment
This time
This person
U miss


U see more than jus an event
U see a delicate moment missed
Unbudding from that recorded database in your head
you will never forget
Clear as the emotion now spread across your face
U see it
U miss it
U wanna relive it ovr and ovr again
Once more live and expierence that delicate moment


All you can do is put the picture away,
and let the memory fade
For now