Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Religion is like a penis
It's fine to have one
It's fine to be proud of it
But pleSe don't whip it out in public and start waving it around
And please don't start shoving it down my childrens throat

I like this I saw it on someones Facebook page.

Man, I still feel the cramps and the pain. Not as bad as it was yesterday though. This is crazy I did call a lawyer to dbl ck to c if I have a lawsuit or not. The doc didn't clean me out the first time. So for the whole weekend I was in goin through labor tryin to push the huge fetus size clot or whatever it was out.
I must that friday I got the predators done, I was scared and I too myself somethin like that wud happen. I wonder, do we manifest bad things to come or do we jus have I tuition insight and c them come as they r anyway?
Well went to the hospital monday night. I was crazy mad cuz I was n so much pain takin that test. Need a job though. Skipped school Monday though, I was feelin horrible and I knew I had that civic exam.
Sunday I cried and tried to get this man that I share my nights wit to wake up. He jus b dead to the world thinking I am over exaggerating.
Well at least now he knows why I have been bitching so much lol
It's hard to deal wit ur lain still cook still wash clothes and function.
Anyways my mom kinds convinced me Monday to go to the emergency. Had she not sex leave the kids n bed and I come there I was gonna stay in pain.
Go to the hospital, and right away the doctor says that I am not getting enough pain meds. Gives me a dose of morephine. I still feel the lain did not sleep or nothing.
Come to think right now, cuz they think she crazy I guess u right. Although it won't be bad

Monday, September 26, 2011

I sed this before, I say it again wit more meaning this time. It jus gets worse and worse. The pain is so excruciating. I have popped a pill evy 4 hours since the civil service exam.
I wanted to die taking that exam today for 911 dispatcher. The pain and evything else see past the pain killers. Labor pains once again with no baby as the reward.
Uhhhhh
All I can do is rock back and forth and think of all the things I have to do in about 4 more hours. I am juggling school, 2 rocky relationships, ok minus 1, children, the pregnancy, the abortion, job, finding a job, paying bills.... PAIN PAIN PAIN. THATS ALL I FEEL
things will get better, nothing last forever smile
NJoy