LOVE BUTTON by Paul "Negrito" Noel ~2011
I remember when just a single thought of U made my bone rise, embarrassing I know, causing me to be confined to my desk, seated, using mind control, waiting for that virtual cold shower to take effect. I would frequently miss lunch sitting there trying not to remember UR naked body laying on my Posturepedic King size... with extra foam bed. U will be frequently posing there looking all soft and smelling like lavender lotion from head to UR pinky-toe waiting for my eyes to meet URS, my smile to break URS into laughter, my lips to find that tickle spot on UR neck, upper back, lower back, lower than that, finding that...sweet spot..just to thrill U. I see U tensing up...waiting4 my teeth to nibble softly in those unexpected places causing you to twist and turn awakening UR want...
I drive the long way home trying to force my mind not to remember how I would turn into the driveway to find UR SUV parked there --crooked--then turn the key and find U laying there -sweet side down- reading twilight, wearing 1 of my Steelers T-shirts - covering nothing butt that round... that ever so perfectly round twin bubble kadunk which greet me by rising slowly up, up, up into the air pointing to the heavens in a sort of prayerful manner. I shake my head counting my blessings, trying not to split my lip smiling.
I stare at the empty space tying my best not to recall times when I would stand there at the bedroom door looking, playing with my car keys with a bottle of Sharz in hand trying to figure out the line Sade just sang. I stare at the teasing U make of UR talented buttocks dancing the quick step and as it wiggles... hmm... 'Negrito's kryptonite' well, I only gaze, it speaks to me...I interpret its language easily. This time it is calling my name and calling me naughty names like "come daddy", "big black daddy", like "lover", "my sweet gentle lover", like "don't stop get it get it", like "harder please harder" and like "too hard back up a bit please baby" and like "oh god I'm coming" as I flip U and bend U into all sorts of letters only found in the Chinese alphabet.
I fall out of the thought of us finally and crash into reality to find myself alone at the kitchen table, oven timer going off, the flickering of the changing commercials one after another create a weird psychedelic color scheme on all four walls which seem to be closing in. The bottle is half empty now, it sits there keeping me company--counter top. Now I wonder- Why didn't my soul see in U then, what my eyes see in U now? You are so beautiful, smart and sexy. I will forever remember U that way. U say U want a new beginning, but so much time has past. Not sure if I have the strength to go back there. I know that there is something within me which still loves U, I feel it at times. I remember a life of no doubt or pain... I miss those days too. UR sunflower plant U left behind needs watering. EVO says you called. So I reach deep into my soul and extend my warm hand to touch U, but I feel NOTHING! Sadly where done ~PaulAEN 2011
Love Hurts!!
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