I went off completely this morning on him. Then I sed forget it I'll take it easy. Took it easy and keeps calling and ckin up on me. Smh. Life. I know my mother prolly thanks she has no one to depend on. I was supposed to put $500 in her account. They make it so hard to do so, I had to go get a money order in order to put the money in the bank.
She is having a blast in Mexico. That's great cuz she deserves it. She really does a lot.
I grilled after picking my nephew up from football practice. He's been doing good. I told him I'm proud of him. I am. I had to wack him though when I left him with the kids to just run to the store to get lighter fluid for the grill and the oldest twin has a smart mouth however he still shud not put his hands on anyone.
So he came and grabbed the kids. Too bad I was runnin the grill I wudda took off for a few real quik. Lol.
I got up with a friend of mine and had a couple drinks. That was nice.
Then got to listen to game b ran on me. Lol. I am really feelin this man vibe. Like a lot. Makes me want to let him catch my fall.
My hormones have been racing lately. I like really want to let someone in. Oh well I will sit on ice for now I guess. Lol.
My jerk chicken and things came out great.
This was my response to something he text me
Ahhhhhhh. Your friendship is appreciated as well.
I don't look at teasing like chasing a shadow. Lmao!
I look at teasing when it's pleasant (cuz u know in reality u can't have what u desire anyway) as chasing the sun. U continue to walk to the direction the sun is in and enjoy the heat it gives the warmth it brings. Admiring the colors of strength it has to offer and gives to u as u soak it up. We can not ever physically touch the sun. For whatever reasons we r not equipped with what we need to embrace even a bit of it in out arms.
Teasing is like a fun day at the Amusement park. It's amusing. When the day is done we take the memories we have accumulated with us. We can never get that day again. It is what it is.
:)
Yea. That spiteful little somethin. Lol. Smh. Idk about him. Lol. Guess I just didn't care. Don't care lol.
C u asked for some of my mind and there it is the whole dream and open side.
I blogged about a question u asked me last night.
Hiding behind the mask. I do like to be a mystery. When u r an open book u can be venerable to prey. :) lol
Throughout everything I am grateful I smile. I laugh all the time.
Even when I don't know why the hell I am smiling. Even on a serious note. The kids learned me though. They know just cuz I'm smiling sometime doesn't mean they shud smile too. Lol.
That's good u gonna write her everyday. The attention feels AWSOME and to know someone can take the time and dedicate it to them. Time is truly the only thing we own. That and our mind. Those r two things other than physical death that we can not escape.
And it's crazy for me to say that. Cuz I am a true believer that time is not real. Lol. We mentally make it exists.
Being interested makes me smile. U know Freddie I mean Janet Jackson sexy ass b needing that attention.
:)
She is having a blast in Mexico. That's great cuz she deserves it. She really does a lot.
I grilled after picking my nephew up from football practice. He's been doing good. I told him I'm proud of him. I am. I had to wack him though when I left him with the kids to just run to the store to get lighter fluid for the grill and the oldest twin has a smart mouth however he still shud not put his hands on anyone.
So he came and grabbed the kids. Too bad I was runnin the grill I wudda took off for a few real quik. Lol.
I got up with a friend of mine and had a couple drinks. That was nice.
Then got to listen to game b ran on me. Lol. I am really feelin this man vibe. Like a lot. Makes me want to let him catch my fall.
My hormones have been racing lately. I like really want to let someone in. Oh well I will sit on ice for now I guess. Lol.
My jerk chicken and things came out great.
This was my response to something he text me
Ahhhhhhh. Your friendship is appreciated as well.
I don't look at teasing like chasing a shadow. Lmao!
I look at teasing when it's pleasant (cuz u know in reality u can't have what u desire anyway) as chasing the sun. U continue to walk to the direction the sun is in and enjoy the heat it gives the warmth it brings. Admiring the colors of strength it has to offer and gives to u as u soak it up. We can not ever physically touch the sun. For whatever reasons we r not equipped with what we need to embrace even a bit of it in out arms.
Teasing is like a fun day at the Amusement park. It's amusing. When the day is done we take the memories we have accumulated with us. We can never get that day again. It is what it is.
:)
Yea. That spiteful little somethin. Lol. Smh. Idk about him. Lol. Guess I just didn't care. Don't care lol.
C u asked for some of my mind and there it is the whole dream and open side.
I blogged about a question u asked me last night.
Hiding behind the mask. I do like to be a mystery. When u r an open book u can be venerable to prey. :) lol
Throughout everything I am grateful I smile. I laugh all the time.
Even when I don't know why the hell I am smiling. Even on a serious note. The kids learned me though. They know just cuz I'm smiling sometime doesn't mean they shud smile too. Lol.
That's good u gonna write her everyday. The attention feels AWSOME and to know someone can take the time and dedicate it to them. Time is truly the only thing we own. That and our mind. Those r two things other than physical death that we can not escape.
And it's crazy for me to say that. Cuz I am a true believer that time is not real. Lol. We mentally make it exists.
Being interested makes me smile. U know Freddie I mean Janet Jackson sexy ass b needing that attention.
:)
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