Ok as the founder of the blog I guess I can just do this things myself. My story is somewhat similar to NJoy's.
As I write you'll get to know me.
It's amazing how many blessings people choose to overlook. I am so caught up in what I don't have and the very few things that I want, that I can not c all that I do have. My vision I keep allowing to turn into nightmares cuz of what? A man? Really? Yes really.
:) I'm smiling because I am so very personal. I live writing all the time. I think poetry in my head as well as letters or speeches I should put on paper......
A dear friend of mine who I c now thinks the world of me, just stopped me in my tracks of uncovering more bad news and dirt on my husband. Who by the way I am currently separated from however he still calls the shots pretty much. What they say. I'm in love and he knows that but he uses the notion u pay to be the Boss. Lmao smh. Sad I know.
My supervisor stops me in my tracks and tells me to STOP and WAKEUP!!
All this motivational speaking I do for others has to spill into my soul. I have to hear it and know.
He tells me that I am this inspirational woman and DANG! Why am I so blind that I can not see that.
I am beautiful have a lil stomach but you can cook and clean and he tells you you are a great mother.
My supervisor tells me to stop and think for a second and just appreciate the fact that when I say that I am going to do something I make it happen. He told me he saw me manifest what comes out of my mouth many times over.
Other people are waiting to save money to have a plan and I have it in the bank. I'm approved and looking for a home right now while others are not even there. And this is my second home not the first one.
I really have to wake up. I have goals written down and I am following them but can not focus whole heartedly because I want someone else to love me the way I deserve to be loved. Held the way I deserved to be held and he is not and said he will not do that right now.
It's my choice to wait or put my foot down.
I am in the making of greatness. This here is just temporary. I'm told to look at what I have at my lowest. So really I can not imagine what my peak is. It's got to be nothing but greatness.
Ughhhhhh!!!! I scream from the pain and the burns of the fire. Eating crow and being humble is a huge practice and test of Faith and accountability and responsibility. Just eat crow until I get where I need to be. However I can not and will not stop living and loving me in the meanwhile.
The fire i feel is just the cleansing of all the rotten materials in me fire and heat kills it all. When I come out I will be a beautiful rock of gold.
I've been wanting to just spill out so here it is.
You can watch me through this struggle as a single mother conquering her pain heartaches struggles and accomplishing her goals. I can show you better than I can tell you.
I am asked for advise and motivation so here it is.
They say a Wise man can learn from others mistakes.
NJoy
Write any q's or comments
As I write you'll get to know me.
It's amazing how many blessings people choose to overlook. I am so caught up in what I don't have and the very few things that I want, that I can not c all that I do have. My vision I keep allowing to turn into nightmares cuz of what? A man? Really? Yes really.
:) I'm smiling because I am so very personal. I live writing all the time. I think poetry in my head as well as letters or speeches I should put on paper......
A dear friend of mine who I c now thinks the world of me, just stopped me in my tracks of uncovering more bad news and dirt on my husband. Who by the way I am currently separated from however he still calls the shots pretty much. What they say. I'm in love and he knows that but he uses the notion u pay to be the Boss. Lmao smh. Sad I know.
My supervisor stops me in my tracks and tells me to STOP and WAKEUP!!
All this motivational speaking I do for others has to spill into my soul. I have to hear it and know.
He tells me that I am this inspirational woman and DANG! Why am I so blind that I can not see that.
I am beautiful have a lil stomach but you can cook and clean and he tells you you are a great mother.
My supervisor tells me to stop and think for a second and just appreciate the fact that when I say that I am going to do something I make it happen. He told me he saw me manifest what comes out of my mouth many times over.
Other people are waiting to save money to have a plan and I have it in the bank. I'm approved and looking for a home right now while others are not even there. And this is my second home not the first one.
I really have to wake up. I have goals written down and I am following them but can not focus whole heartedly because I want someone else to love me the way I deserve to be loved. Held the way I deserved to be held and he is not and said he will not do that right now.
It's my choice to wait or put my foot down.
I am in the making of greatness. This here is just temporary. I'm told to look at what I have at my lowest. So really I can not imagine what my peak is. It's got to be nothing but greatness.
Ughhhhhh!!!! I scream from the pain and the burns of the fire. Eating crow and being humble is a huge practice and test of Faith and accountability and responsibility. Just eat crow until I get where I need to be. However I can not and will not stop living and loving me in the meanwhile.
The fire i feel is just the cleansing of all the rotten materials in me fire and heat kills it all. When I come out I will be a beautiful rock of gold.
I've been wanting to just spill out so here it is.
You can watch me through this struggle as a single mother conquering her pain heartaches struggles and accomplishing her goals. I can show you better than I can tell you.
I am asked for advise and motivation so here it is.
They say a Wise man can learn from others mistakes.
NJoy
Write any q's or comments
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