I sed this before, I say it again wit more meaning this time. It jus gets worse and worse. The pain is so excruciating. I have popped a pill evy 4 hours since the civil service exam.
I wanted to die taking that exam today for 911 dispatcher. The pain and evything else see past the pain killers. Labor pains once again with no baby as the reward.
Uhhhhh
All I can do is rock back and forth and think of all the things I have to do in about 4 more hours. I am juggling school, 2 rocky relationships, ok minus 1, children, the pregnancy, the abortion, job, finding a job, paying bills.... PAIN PAIN PAIN. THATS ALL I FEEL
things will get better, nothing last forever smile
NJoy