I am scared sometimes becuz of what happen b4
I am scared sometime even though I am told I shudnt b anymore
Still carrying the weight of past times, even though I talk to myself and say "that past i hav no more"


I am scared to turn the knob
Push and explore the world
That's jus on the othr side of the door.
Too many doors.
Is it really too many though.
I kno I can't go wrong when jus going wit the flow
Conflicting
My thoughts are jumbled and distorted more than b4


Ugh
once again,
I have no clue what's behind that door
True.
They do say
U have to take a leap of faith
But................
Do you?