It's so hard to leave the past where it is. Letting go is the simplest thing yet the hardest psychologically. Lol. Rahmeil I miss u to death. It has been year. Two days agai I sat and smiled and thought of you staying bak a day jus to taste that snapper I made for u. U asked me to please for the road also make that brkfst rice u loved so much. I c u peeping through the door wanting me to want u. I kno u don't want that anymore. U want me to b strong and finish wat I had started. To put all my ideas and dreams into form. Nothing I came up with was too big. U dreamed big as well. It's time I move on and continue to love u, cuz I can't stop though I have tried many times to convince myself otherwise. Love and smile and build off wat u have taught me and b inspired once again. Your truely NA